Susu's Slice of Life

On skill level and creativity

I’m writing this looking outside of my Uber driver's window, marveling in the deep navy blues, muted peaches, and desaturated raspberry pinks of the twilight sky.

A thought passed my mind: I wish I could paint it. I wish I could translate the colors I’m seeing onto a canvas. I asked myself why my writing skills are higher than my painting skills, and why

But then I thought about it.

Why can’t I just translate it into words? Why must I curse myself because I can’t paint?

That’s the blessing of being a creative: you don’t paint, sculpt, sing, draw, act, or write. You create. You can do it all, or pick just one. But as a creator, your only call to action is to create.

I write this as a reminder to myself to stop being so mean to myself. Even if it's hard. I'm a creative, even when I don't feel like it. I'll be back to myself soon.