i don't know how to be creative
I'll keep this short.
It's come to my attention that I'm in my washed-up artist era. Every attempt to get back into my creativity has failed miserably. Y'know why? Because apparently, creativity is not a hobby for me. I can't just put it down and pick it back up. It's my way of life. It's how I process the world around me, how I express myself, how I connect with others. But somewhere along the way, I've decided that being creative means being able to draw really well.
I haven't made a finished art piece since 2021-2022 ish (???). And I can't. It won't come out of me. No matter how hard I push. And that frustration has conflated what I think is possible as a creative.
I'm now aware that limiting my definition of creativity to ONE (1) medium of art is actually insane. But idk where to go from here.
Signed, Susu āĖā”